I did it for her

I can't stop liking him,
so stop telling me what to do,
I wont stop loving him,
if you only knew.

I gave him up once,
I wont give him up twice,
this is my matter,
so stop rolling my dice.

I broke up with him for her,
now my broken heart is shattered,
I've tried to love again,
but the pieces are worn and tattered.

she said she was "heart broken,"
everyday I saw her crying,
I couldn't bear to hurt her anymore,
every minute a part of me was dieing.

I finally broke up with him for her,
10 minutes after I told her, she was right as rain,
I guess she scored another point,
she made another gain.

now she's happy all the time,
while I try to disguise my face,
she's never been happier,
now I'm trying to find my place.

I'm trying to love again,
but I just can't feel anymore,
she's fine now,
while my hear is still tore.

now I have to lie,
now I have to pretend,
now I have to act,
as though another man is just around the bend.

I can't help but think of him,
it's been almost a year,
now I'll cry no more,
...but just one last tear...