You've Killed Me

I keep you alive,
I keep you here.
I keep you from leaving,
I take care of your fears.

I keep your heart beating,
And your breathing never stops.
I keep your mind running,
The razor, I watch you drop.

But little do you know,
I count on you.
You keep me from dieing.
I count on you too.

Your life is mine,
We share what we feel.
I just pretend,
Mine aren't real.

But sometime I cut,
Or I try to stop my mind.
And it's you I think of,
Time after time.

So as long as you don't leave me,
I'll be here for you.
But once you leave.
My life is spent too.