Still

Do you really know me at all
Would you catch me if I fall
Of everything we've been through
I still don't get you

After that day I found out
And you said we were done without a doubt
I still miss you
After what happened
And there's nothing I can do

No matter how much I hate you
I still love you more
But memories wash away
Like the sand on the shore

I still can't believe what happened
I still can't believe you're gone
This isn't right
No, this is wrong

Are you ever going to change
Everything you do
Doesn't surprise me
Because you're just being you

You make me wonder
How I ever loved you
Now you're dragging me under
And I'm just trying to pull through

Watching couples down the street
Seeing couples in the park
I just can't help but peak
Cause it reminds me of you and me
And when we had that little spark

But now it's burned out
The fire could never burn
We went down the wrong road
And took the wrong turn

Do you still think
There's something left for you and me
Do you still think
We can let go and be free

It will take time
I know that for sure
Thinking about when you were mine
Thinking that you were my only cure

You were everything to me
Everything I thought could make me free
But now the walls are closing in
From all the pain that you bring

Will you ever be that real to me
Like what you once used to be
Letting go isn't that easy
Why did you have to do this to me

So now I think I will just sit and cry
Wishing that I would just die
Watch me break, become a crumb
And for now, to love, I will be numb..

© PassingAngel