Plz don't take it away!!!

Cutting just eases the pain, for a lonely moment of mine,
I get to the top, then once again, I have to climb!
I hate my life so much, this life I can not stand,
I'm all alone in this world, and it's carved right through my hand!
She wants to take my blade away, and for this I will fight,
I can't take not having it there, just to be sight!
You can't take it away, that's like taking away my life,
How would you like it if I took away YOUR knife!?
So I will fight, until I'm done, until I can't no more,
Until I've run out of energy and fallen to the floor!

this poem is about my friend who wants to take my blade away!!!