I have no heart, I can not feel,
I do not know what isn't real!
I do not cry, I can not eat,
My dreams are of my death retreat!
I want to live, I want to die,
I can not choose, although I try!
If I live, I know I won't cope,
All I will do is turn to the rope!
Therefore I will die, from suicide,
Knowing my feelings, I've tried to hide!
My secrets come out, from deep in my soul,
Telling you this has made my heart whole!
I try to heal, from the torment of life,
But the only way, is using the knife!
I don't want my life to end like this,
Once I'm dead, I will send you a kiss!
The kiss of friendship, the kiss of love,
But the kiss from me, will be sent from above!!