Killing me Silently

It's kiling me silently
It's got control

My addictions are on auto drive
and I can't control it

I tried to quit them once
But I failed

Now I can't eat
Without an upset stomach

Now I can't breathe
Without wanting to cut

Sometimes I want to scream
Before it gets dangerous

It needs to go away
Both of them need to away

They need to leave me alone
And pick on someone else