I'm so confused
About how I feel
I have strong feelings for you
They barely seem real
Sometimes I need you
Sometimes I hate you
Sometimes I love you
Sometimes I can't take you
When I need you and you need me
It's as though we're connected in pain
I need you to be there to hug me
And you need me for the same
When I hate you it's because when you're around other people
You're a totally different person to me
You pretend like you don't care what people think
But through this others don't see
When I love I can't stop thinking about you
I care so much that I can't stand the pain in your eyes
I tell myself it's only lust and try to believe it
But you’re so sad that I just say its love and lie
When I can't stand you I don't want to hear you
I don't want to see you or feel you
I don't want to be around and I don't want to feel for you
But feel for you I still do
So I wish I could just understand
For one day in my life
About what I really feel for you
And stop thinking about you every night
