~Dream or Wish~

by Janine   Sep 2, 2005


Laying there on the floor
Not hearing the knocks on the door

Lifeless body laying still
It all started over a pill

Not a drug like ecstacy
but something i thought could control me

Anti-depressants, my reason to live
No will for life, theres nothing to give

Laying still, laying flat
I remember the voice saying don't do that

But instead i ran into the bathroom
And i got out my knife
Cut after cut i lost my life

Pill after pill i thought i was getting better
But life got worse like the alphabet, letter after letter

One more cut, im almost there
I could tell because my arm was weak and my vision was no more then a glare

The last drop of blood hitting the ground
Now im laying there waiting to be found

My eyes close , my wrist falls, there i am laying between the bathroom stalls

It only would of taken one person to help me, one person to care

but everyones got there own problems and suicides just always there

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  • 19 years ago

    by JLT

    Wow... It's amazing... Great write sweetheart: ) It's beautiful. Keep it up babe.. You know i'm here for you.. *hugs*

    ~Jessica

  • 19 years ago

    by BrokenTessa

    Oh man, thats very sad, buts suicide is not the way, and it will never be, becuase it is a losers way out. It like showing that your not strong enough to take what is given to you, so be smart and dont learn it the hard way, becuase ur still young and things can only get better not worse
    *keep smiling*
    `~*Tessa*~`