Rebelious

The more you try to change me
The more rebellious ill be
You don't know shit
Stop trying, just quit
I'm not what you think I am
Not as sweet and innocent as a lamb
All I'm doing is pretending
Living a lie that's never ending
You only see what you want to see
Everything that you want me to be
you've been feeling what you've been wanting to feel
Let it go, it isn't real
This is not the way It is going to stay
Im sick of pretending day after day
Take a while to think and you'll find
That all this time ive been screwing with your mind
See your perfect image of me fall apart
And instead replace it with my blackened heart
Is what you're reading disappointing you?
Tough shit that's what its meant to do
All this time this is what ive been thinking about
And now is my chance to let it out
Bet you're shocked that my mind works this way
You're gonna wish you were dead, ill make you pay
You know who you are, and what you've done
Ill f**king kill you, you'd better run
You didn't honestly think I loved you did you?
I was just pissin about as I always do

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