I'm so scared
To take that big step
I can't admit it
I'd look to stupid
But I'm just scared
I dont know if you should be near
I'm scared of falling for you
I don't want to be hurt by you
I can't stand the pain you put me through
It was too much to deal with
You couldn't possibly know this
Because back then
You were to much of a prick
To even know hurt existed
I loved you dearly
And I've been waiting around for this
But I don't know if I can go through this
I'm too scared to go near
Even though I want you here
Theres just no way you could possibly care
All these years you were never there
Why did you turn around and come back here
I don't think your for real
I'm so scared
The pain is still a little there
And thats why I'm scared.