My dear friend

~*~This is about Lauren~*~

We hold hands and feel combined,
She sits there and begins to cry,
I wish I could sooth her fears,
But I've felt it too over the years,
You have to come through it alone to learn,
But I just wish this wasn't something that had to burn,
Its killing her I can see,
And I'm trying to be the best I can be,
But its still not good enough she doesn't hear,
The screaming of my strength or my tears,
As I wait, as she dies,
I feel my stomach clog up inside,
And from her pain I try to hide,
But my conscience does collide,
And I want to be there,
I know shes scared,
And I cant help,
But I have to bust this,
Help her,
My mama never brought up a fool,
She needs help I will do,
I will see, Help her through,
I'm am not blind to her tears,
I've grown to feel and I will try to save my dear,
Memories will give me the strength to proceed,
To succeed,
I will help you my friend,
My love for you will not bend,
Do not fear.