I actually do care just so you know

Sorry, I was being so nice,
Trying to get everything so damn right,
But I can't do that just because,
I ain't perfect,
Never will be, Never could be,
Only Gods perfect and your expecting me,
To realise everything,
Sorry my dear but I don't always want to hear more pain,
Shooting through my ears to my heart,
What you expect me to do,
Pour out ma sob story,
I don't think so,
Sorry, for what I said I know it weren't right,
And I know I ain't ever gonna be your light,
so whatever you know,
I'm no angel nor are you,
Sorry, baby but I can no longer be there,
To upset you or to be shit scared,
Sorry, I hide my feelings little girl,
You should know me better by now,
So just close this shit you'd better go,
I actually do care just so you know.