I'm fading into the background

The movie screen turns on
I patiently wait,in silence
I just need to see this special one
But no
I got dragged into another boring movie
And in this one,the hero dies.
That sucks.
Sometimes I wish I was a hero
That I could save people
Fight what's wrong
But no
They won't let me help
So I'm filled with emptiness
Where are the shows I wanted to watch
Like Digimon (You must think I'm a nerd)
But yes,I loved those shows
They let you do what must be heard
I wish I had a digimon,because I don't have pets
No one to play with me
Staying inside every single day
Watching stuff outside the window
Which I could not be
Sometimes I wish I could stop being lonely
But wishing doesn't seem to help
When I looked in the mirror it didn't seem to me
As if I was my true self
And so I write poems
To ease my pain
And finally something sets me free
Digimon was canceled,but no one can cancel me
I am here till my death
But cartoons can only be animated to life
So I guess I'm better off
In this...cold,hard real strife