I tell you that i'm alright...
You look me in the eyes...
An believe my tarrible lie...
When at home i break down...
Start to cry as i take up that
Beautifull but deadly razor...
I take it to my arm, an slowly
I drag it across an wrist as
The blood slowly drains...
I went from bein
A person who always
Had a huge smile
To never havin
A smile stretch
Across my face...
And you couldn't
Tell that there
Something wrong...
I can tell the slightest
Change in your mood...
No matter how messed
Up my life is that day...
And you cant tell the
Hugest change in mine!
Just get out!
Get lost!
I'm threw with
Deallin wit dis!
I cant take the
Pain, the stress!
I cant take it
Anymore!
I break down...
Start to cry...
He noticed
An asked why...
I thought
What the heck
He noticed me...
He'll be there...
He'll try an
Help me threw...
Later that night...
He stoped by...
I let him in...
Thinking it was fine...
Then when we
Went to the
Basment to talk...
I found out
I was horribly
Mistaken...
He grabed me...
Threw me to
The ground...
I tryed to scream...
But no one heard
My despret please
For somone to
Save me...help me...
i'll finish this later........when i can figure out wha i wanna say next........if u have any ideas tell me..........an i'll luvs ya forevers!!!!!!!!!! lol
