There's No Point In Writing This...

These minutes turn into years
I've spent suffering over guilt
Can't retrace my steps back
Can't refill the blood I've spilt

No more days of smiles
Now drown slowly into rain
With a pair of dead eyes
That are too numb to feel pain

Get away from me, push me too far
I just want to be alone
Don't you dare to call me family
When this was never a home

Don't smile at me like you do
Or try to set me free
I know all your reasons are selfish
It was never for you to see

All i hide is for a reason
All who love me, i forsake
The ice is cold , and walls are high
There too strong in me for u to break

So give up like they all do
Just like you never gave a piss
Stop caring, i have enough guilt
And theres still no point in writing this...