I prayed god all those nights
wishing things weren't the same as before
when I closed my eyes it brought bright lights
I lay dead on the floor
deep within me
I knew it was so wrong
But I was unhappy to live
I wanted to die for so long
I couldn't live like this
I don't deserve what I got
I took the gun with 1 bullet left
and put it to my head and shot
Blood gushed to the floor
as I slowly slipped away
Please let my family forgive me
Please god I pray
That they'll go on without me
that they'll remember me in their heart
but I couldn't take it anymore
and I hope they stay together as a family until God do them part
