I sat looking out the window thinking you weren't going to come so i told my self if you gave up on me then why I'm i still hear to be i cut my self till i saw enough blood as it ran down my arm like rain going down a gutter i sat in shame I'm trying to kill myself all because i thought you weren't gana come when you showed up you scared me so horribly when you saw the dry blood and my faced soaked in tears you knew that you where the reason they are hear you just left all you said was sorry i don't understand why did you just leave why did you not try to help me why i cut myself just once more and i passed out cause i had lost so much blood when i woke i found a note and it was from you and this is what it said : (sorry i left but you scared me and i thought that you where going to die i don't know why but i couldn't help and when you read this ill probably already be dead hell you mite be dead too but if your not just remember i love you and I'm with you at all times so please don't cry for me i was just not met to be LOVE ALWAYS YOU FRIEND ) after i read this i about died well now as the blood drips outa my skin i pray that soon we will be together.
