MISTAKEN

A DIFFERENT PERSON I NO LONGER CARE,
ANOTHER PROMISE BROKEN NO LONGER THERE,
ANOTHER ME THAN THE ONE I LOVE,
LESS LIKE AN ANGEL BECAUSE I DON'T GIVE A F UC K
I WISH I COULD CHANGE BUT IT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE
THE NEW ME WONT GIVE UP SHES PRACTICALLY UNSTOPPABLE
SHELL CUT UNTIL SHE BLEEDS TO DEATH
SHELL CHOKE HERSELF UNTIL SHE RUNS OUT OF BREATH
SHE ONCE USED TO CARE SHE ONCE USED TO BE COOL
BUT NOW SHES NOTHING MORE THAN A FOOL,
SHE CANT CHANGE HERSELF SO SHE
HURTS HERSELF INSTEAD
HER BIGGEST FEAR OF LIFE IS NOT BEING DEAD
SHE LOCKS HERSELF IN HER ROOM AND PUSHES THE BLADE AGAINST HER SKIN
SHE DOESN'T WANT TO LOSE BUT THIS WAY SHE CANT WIN
IF ONLY ONE PERSON WOULD SAY THEY NEED HER SO
THEN MAYBE THE TRUE HER WILL START TO SHOW,
SHE WANTS TO CHANGE BUT NO ONE HELPS HER OUT
SHE TRIES TO SMILE BUT OUT COMES A FROWN
NOW SHES SITTING THERE CRYING THINKING OF WHAT TO DO
SHE WRITES A SUICIDE LETTER AND SAYS THAT ITS TRUE
SHE PUTS THE GUN IN HER MOUTH AND SLOWLY PULLS THE TRIGGER
THE BULLET DOESN'T COME OUT GOD WANTS ME HERE SHE FIGURES
SHE YELLS AT HERSELF AND SAYS SHE LOVE SATAN
THEY SAID SHE WOULDN'T KILL HERSELF WELL GUESS WHAT THEIR MISTAKEN