The dead little girl and the closed windows

The little girl
is long dead
all that remains
is me

The happy smile
died with her
My smiles mean
nothing, they're too cold

The twinkle in her eyes
is too faded in mine
The heartbreak that happened when she said good-bye
Is the pain i now live on

My scars are not on my arms
they are no the heart
and the soul
that no one sees

The window to my emotions
my eyes
have been shut and covered
only few know my pain
only few open the windows