The Abyss

Yea um another bad poem...GOD I just cant seem to express myself effectively anymore anyways...thanks if you bother to read this ....

~ The Abyss ~

Seeping through my mind,
twisted thoughts of hate,
they linger,
festering,
praying on my sanity,
that which I hold so dear, the shred I fight so hard to keep.

I lay,
motionless,
my mind spinning, falling, franticly racing,
Darkness consuming me,
night after night,
slowly I slip further to this nightmare,
this constant pain,
the abyss that is depression.

No light can touch me,
beyond all hope,
suffering in a lost vessel that I call my body,
Carving sweet release,
freeing emotions so raw,
emotions now stale,
unsaid,
unheard,
spoken only through wounds,
crevasse splitting my humanity,
creating a new born normality.

My hidden beauty,
Scars muting my screams,
my only escape,
caged,
flawed,
desperately needing a taste of hope,
to no longer be frozen on pause,
stuck in this state,
constantly expressing my pain through innocent skin,
to be me!

Love and Hugs
xX MAZ Xx