Making them believe
I'm perfectly fine
is a challenge on its own
i tell them I'm fine
and have that happy face
i make my heart be as warm
as possible
i ignore people when the
emotion is to much
so they think i am fine
i don't need help
i don't need support
because I'm happy
that smile fools them all
even the best of them
so i hang onto that image
not wanting them to know
i don't want the attention
so i don't at all show
i hope that my mask
hasn't fool a person
hopefully it has its fooled everyone
so i go on my way
onto my new life
closing the chapter
of a perfect home
perfect parents
i leave that all behind
they left it all behind
i live with two now
every night i cry myself to sleep
so i can continue to fool everyone
i hang onto my heart
as broken as it is already
they have torn me apart
piece bye piece
not knowing how it affects me
i keep busy
with band a swim
i hardly have time for anything else
so they don't know
but I'm confused and broken
I'm hurt and angry
I'm sad yet I'm happy
but no one knows
no one understands
how many families
this decision has broken up
ruining them as who they are
making them less of the person
they ever were
so I'm confused at how this happened
when did it come
I'm broken away
from who i really am
I'm hurt from everything that
has a right to be
I'm angry from what he did to me
i am sad cause no one really knows
how i feel and who i am
yet I'm still happy
cause for once they are truthful
with everyone around
yet no one knows that
cause they continue to see
the empty smile that everyone
seems to think is real
but no one see
the true me and how i really feel
