So Ill

You make me so ill
You make me feel
So many different emotions
You make me feel unreal
Thats why I feel so ill
Theres too much to deal with
You think of no one but yourself
What you say goes
With no concerns
I get so fed up
That I get so confused about everything
And I don't know what to think
Life with you near
Is so ill
Theres no happy peaceful moments
Just ill disturbing moments
That never go away
They stay with so much pain
It seems like a game
But its the real thing
What I would give
To have a happy life
Feeling normal and calm
But instead I'm ill all the time