Her Propensity

I kept every little thing she said
It meant so much to me
Can you feel?

I fortified my mind to protect my heart
But the damage was done
Does it show?

I certify my past to prove it happened
It’s still all so real to me
Are you listening?

I faded behind the memories
Awake is a long way off
See you there?

I hear what others are saying
I’m just too headstrong to care
Am I in the wrong?

I live this torturing ritual day to day
Religiously spinning out of thought
Can I slow down?

I wonder if there is another one
Time passes and I still wait for an answerer
Is she the only one?
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