I canâ??t live with myself any longer I canâ??t deal with this pain this hurt in my heart this knife in my back. there are to many thing that are going on in my life I cant handle letting u go I cant handle letting myself breath I cant deal with this any longer I must end myself I must end my life I can no longer survive alone I need nothing not I am alone always so I lay in me bathroom with the razor in my hand dragon it across my wrist hoping I will end up bleeding to death I cant live with my self anymore I just cant survive I need u too tell me that I will stay alive and that it will be fine. even thought I know it wound I know I can not live with myself in this life I cant do it I cant I cant but I want to but I know I cant and I donâ??t want to its all a lie and I just donâ??t know what to do all because I loved u and this is my sweet suicide.
