This is what its done!

Everyone can care about the mistakes they make on earth,
The sin they spread from birth,
But caring doesn't stop it, caring doesn't end pain,
Its action that can make the world the Lords again,
So praying to the sky doesn't take away your hurt,
Praying doesn't stop you being pushed further into dirt,
Its doing something good for mankind,
Or thinking only good in mind,
Thats why I never get it right,
I truly only have thoughts of night,
So how could I be soon pure,
From the darkness calls a wispy voice which does lure,
So my knife wounds will never stop....

A realization kills so bad,
I never realized I could be anymore sad,
I thought it was going right,
I thought he'd lead me into light,
But then it stopped it all went wrong,
I'd realized that I had hurt the angels best friend but still held strong,
I tried to be perfect it wasn't right,
And then from my tears I was blinded by fright,
So now I sit, fingers hurt, eyes weeping,
Screaming at a song, hurting, bleeding,
This is what its done to me!
This is what its done!