It won't be ok

You telling me that If I just talk
everyting will be okey
and that the pain will go away.
But you don't know how wrong you are....
If I talk I will be reminded of the past, of those feeling's I've tried to end at last.
The monster that I almost defeat
will be here again and stamp me on my feet.
I don't have the stranght to fight him again,...it's hurts to much.
So I'm sorry If you're mad
and think it sucks
But I can't tell you the whole truth about me....so please....let it be