Am i dreaming
is my soul really screaming
y in my dreams am i alwayz dying
and howcome in real life im alwayz crying
how come da shadow seems 2 be blocking my view
y is the sky alwayz black and never blue
y does it seem like maddness saddness is my home
howcome there a 1000 people around me and i still fell alone
im sorry lord that im asking u y
but u said it hurts u 2 see me cry
each tear i wish i could earse a bad memory
i know im short but y in peoples hearts do they really look down on me
i know u have the answers so when may i recieve
i know u really love me lord so can i may i leave