What should i do??

Should i be more?
or is this enough
i dont understand
why you make this so tough

should i cry more?
or is this too much
i am waiting for you
to feel my tender touch

should i yell more?
or quiet down
i want to smile
but all i can do now is frown

should i pray more?
or not at all
i want you back
if i cant i will fall

should i try more?
or listen to you
i cant hear a word
i just want you with me too

should i care more?
or just sit back
i want you beside me
if you arent my lifes off track

should i love more?
or show you none
i want you here now
because you are my number one

should i wait for you?
for the rest of this year
i cant wait forever
you glisten in every tear