Final thoughts

Kickin it with the homies
silence is all I hear.
Whats going through my head
makes my mind so un-clear.

All these people in love
makes me stop and think.
My heart it just drops
lower and lower it sinks.

They say I'm so quiet
but what can I say.
If I speak my mind
that will be the day.

I wanna end my life
and stop all this pain.
I cant point no fingers
I'm the one to blame.

Ill fake that I'm happy
keep wearing this fake smile.
Not letting anyone know
I'm hurting all the while.

If I stay any longer
its all gonna go wrong.
All I have is drama
Theres no more being strong.

So when it finally happens
All I have to say.
Is who is gonna cry
on that dreadful day?