I tell them

I tell them i am fine
but i am truly not

i tell them you mean nothing at all to me
when you mean so very much

i tell them i am so over you
which i know is very untrue

i tell them i want you with her
even tho it hurts deep inside

i tell them horrible things about you
and i mean them because they're true

i tell them "we" we never anything at least not to me
but "we" were my everything

noone sees it
and i dont understand it

WE WERE NOTHING
then why are you my something