It\'s just vacant and it\'s nothing more
It\'s a worthless romance with nothing in store
Fake tears for hapiness to replace
Only to find out they were real in the first place
If only you were to see
That living this life isn\'t making me happy
If you\'re too blind to notice
I\'ve lost my mind\'s focus
Your love tied a rope around my neck
Gently tugging abord deck
And what I\'m going through shoots heroin through-out my body
Gently killing the nerves with your bullets and shot me
Incinerate my heart as if it wasn\'t even real
Stab my emotions and pretend it\'s something I can\'t feel
Distort my image beyond recognition
Remove my ideal to reach out to ambition
I\'ve given up on trying to save me
Torn up the letters that said PLEA
Now I know that you\'re just set on breaking my heart
I should have known from the start
I can see the match burn in the night sky
And I met you in the emergancy room
Well It can all die
You already met your doom
What I knew I couldn\'t let stay
Another secret under my pillow today
What you said to me
I had to let fly free
I could hear the cold of death set in
I could feel the flame touch the page and ignite another sin
The flame small as the tip of a pin
Yet stronger than 80 year old gin
Your voice bends in the deep ends
Your grin sends lies you pretend
Scars that couldn\'t hide the fake you are
Stars that couldn\'t light up the soul covered in tar
One minute this page will begin to change into ash
And the pain of your lies tighten around my neck like a sash
Drop me in the deepest depths
And write me the darkest epitah
I thought I heard you say I love you
But I heard you say I hate you, how true
