by Vanessa Sep 4, 2005
category :
Sadness, depression /
other
You said you loved me, that you'd always be there for me. And I believed you, and now I'm pregnant, and you said I gotta go. I can't believe you played me. I was so miserable, for months, until HE came along. He shared my pain, his girlfriend left him too. I knew he wouldn't be someone who'd ever act like a fool. He said he'd adopt my baby. We were dating. He'd be the perfect dad. I had my baby, she was so beautiful. You came and visited me at the hospital, and brought me flowers. You said you wanted me back because you realized you were a bastard, and you weren't a man. I said no, I had another man. He cried and told me he loved me. I rejected him, and he asked me why. I won't tell you, you're not worth a reason, nor an explanation, because of the way you gave me all of those expectations. You saw the man I loved, and said, is this the man who stole your heart? I said yes. He had tears in his eyes, I came to see those tears were exactly the same ones I had in my eyes when he rejected me because I was pregnant. I told him I found someone who was a man. Who was brave enough to love a pregnant woman. He walked out of the room, and out of my life...forever. |