Sophisticated in your skill of broken hearts
And holding down to your bleeding smile
Still laughing at the scar stained wrists
That are beginning to hold yours for a while
Don't succeed in words untold
With the mission to revive pain
The only motive for your love
Is these scars across each vein
In your hand a crumpled up note
Written in pencil so you can erase
"I Love You. Please Don't Leave Me"
All the things i can't say to your face
The legendary game of cat and mouse
I'll be running until you die
And you'll still be laughing through misty eyes
As again i am fooled by your lie
There's that smile again
Crimson in its kiss
Another glare from across the room
More reasons for my wrist
Flash me a smile with teeth as white as pills
So i can feel the thrill of abusive addiction to go
Tomorrow I'll hear, "You Worthless Shit."
You don't love me, I know I know
And its pointless to sit by my bed
With both hands together to pray
To tell god that i love and need you
And want him to take the pain away
Every message i know is blocked
By the hatred you hold for me
And i know you love my love for you
That's why you wont let me free
So love me back my broken heart
Because i still need you to stay
Im begging on broken knees and bloody wrists
Don't leave me alone, Don't go away
If only a question could be asked
There would never be an answer to tell
And in the frozen hatred you feel for me
Ive found my heaven sent hell