Him..

I don't want to lose him,
because he mad me feel good,
but they want me to forget about him,
and i don't know how i would.

he says he still cares,
and he makes it sound so true,
but since i don't know exactly how he feels,
i cant decide what to do.

he tore me into pieces,
and i pretended i didn't even care,
but even if we get back together,
i still wont live there.

if only i lived there,
my life would be great,
but since i don't,
my life is something i hate.

i hate thinking of him,
knowing hes not thinking of me too,
and thinking all of this sadness,
is what he put me through.