With mascara running down my face and tears in both eyes
the memories of you erase the pain and lies
u were my world u meant everything to me
but our love was a stranded ship upon a crystal glass sea
with nowhere to go it begins to break
taking my heart and joy in your sake
my heart is broke and i cant get any air
and my life seems to be slipping away between then and there
your voice on the line with not a sound
as the tears from my eyes break into the ground
the silence broke and u hang up the phone
as the pain in my mind escapes my mouth into a moan
a moan of heartbreak and none to tell
seeping this pain quit and began to hurt very well
i grab the blade as in your eyes I'm insane
as when u hurt me i cut for my visual pain
the blade cuts as in comes red
i love u were words i never should have said
my mirror reflect the red from my crystal clear eyes
back to nowhere found in a mountain of lies
my body is found next to my blood stained note
as in words of ink i wrote
i loved him and he knew me as insane
threw the eyes in which i was caused pain
with scars on both my wrist and blood on the floor
as in your eyes and his too i will be found dead behind this door
i don't know love and neither do you
because taking my life and seeing pain is love getting threw
