I could cry all the time,
and you would have no clue,
i could cut my self to get you off my mind,
but really it would have no use,
i would cry when i saw the blood,
just knowing if you knew you wouldnt care,
and cut alot more,
just knowing you would never be there.
i could give you a call while im crying,
to ask you if you ever knew,
ask you if you cared,
and if you ever expected what im about to do,
i can hear you saying
\"i dont know\"
and posibly, \"i dont care\"
Of sourse you dont,
thats why in my heart you dont belong there
the last things i would say to you,
\"the way you make me feel, is so complicating, the way you dont care is fustrating\"
\"i cant see how you never knew,
how could you miss it,
i gave so many clues\"
but this is going to be my last day,
because ill take you off my mind,
erase you from my heart,
ill leave a note behind,
and that the only answer was to take my own life,
because the pain was never ending,
and it troubled me everyday,
im sick of always pretending.
maybe i would consider staying,
if he thought of saying i love you back,
but my story doesnt have a happyending,
but i shouldnt make him feel so bad,
so ill say goodbye and i love you all so,
im sorry i couldnt have a better reason for leaving,
but it was enuf to make me go.
i willcomplete saying, what i was here to say,
is that ill finally quit dreaming,
a life with you away,
ill move on to better things,
and i have you to thank.
you never knew,
i guess i didnt try hard enuf to let you know,
but seriously what would you do,
but now i left you alone,
and im gonna be happier,
because i let you go
