Wondering

Sitting here day by day
Every time the same old pain
Is it getting worse now?
Wondering if I'm going to get through this, wondering how
As fresh cuts pop upon my wrist
I have just one last dying wish
Never forget me or my actions
I just want to be remembered
Although I might have surrendered
Some have taunted me many times before
And everyday they just keep taunting, more and more
I never really will be the same
But a small piece of advice I think I've gained
Taking one last breath, I say with a sigh
"Don't spend your life, wondering why..."