I openned my eyes that little bit wider and saw things how they should be,
and realised this painful shit aint worth it,
i found out it effected me.
And so for now, i dont want to be here, I dont think i can last another day, I just wanna close my eyes and let everything fade away.
But everytime i tried, to get lost in this pain, you always found me, and told me never again.
So now i am scared, from my head down to my toes, but i pretend to be happy not one person knows,
not one person knows about the way i feel, or the tears that continue to fall, they think im fine, they dont know anything at all.
