Preserved....

Cut me, hurt me, kill me, bleed me,
Hate or love, but never need me,
For I know I will not always be there
To give you all this loving care.
The care which you all truly deserve,
The care that keeps friendship preserved.
The care which makes pain run so deep
When one we love sleeps forever sleep.
The care which makes us fly so high
When someones love reaches the sky,
That care which makes emotions worse
And makes them all begin to burst.
And none of you have a clue
Of all the things I need to do,
And all those things I never will,
For tonight's the night I have to kill.
These are the things I have to do.
These are the things he wants me to.
The things to do to be redeemed,
I know what you think, but it's not as it seems!
For believe me when I say I've sinned
I've lost my soul, my sun, my wind.
I embraced and enticed the son of the devil
And it's in these sins that he has revelled.
I long to take my life from this world,
But I know that into the blackness my soul will be hurled.
This isn't what you all deserve,
So I will keep our love preserved...

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