I looked in the mirror,
You asked me"What do you see?"
I tell you,"A memory of you and me."
When me and you
Used to be us
When we were together
Without any fuss.
You said,"Look a little harder, I think you're going insane!"
"Alright...I see nothing...All I see is pain.."
My face is blurred,
My eyes are dark
Yea I've been this way,
Because you broke my heart.
My scars are more visible,
The blood, it still flows,
I slice open my vein,
My emotions start to show.
Bloods on the floor,
I start getting dizzy,
You knock on the door,
"Don't come in I'm busy!"
You Said..
"Since you won't let me in,
I'll try and tell you now,
But baby, where do I begin?"
I tell you,
"Chase, I love you!
But I can't take it anymore!"
You said," I love you too!!"
And bust through the door...
You look on the floor
You see the crimson color,
"Baby stay with me,
We're still together!"
You look at me, and see a letter,
You say "please babe, Get better!"
The letter read...
Dear Chase,
You asked me what I saw when I looked in the mirror,
I told you pain, I knew death was near,
But now that I think about it this is what I see,
An innocent girl,
With pretty blue eyes,
Who used to dress up with ribbons and curls,
And her love was never put out by the tears that she cried,
I'm sorry to say,
I grew out of this stage,
I grew up, I'm more mature,
Just let me go,
I don't need your nurture,
I'm sorry it had to be this way
I love you chase! Everything will be okay.
Right now I'm probably taking my last breath,
I'm sorry I couldn't pass the optimal test,
I just couldn't take this stress!
I didn't die because of you,
I needed to die,
To find the innocent girl I once knew,
Now my soul is free,
I'll let you be,
Don't worry...
I know you have the strength,
To get on without me ...
I Love You!!
xoxo-Abby Layne Wood
That's what I wrote,
And you just sat there, Tears in your eyes,
Because of the fact, that I just died.
