My heart is filled with poison
Leaking from within
My insides are messed up
I look up for guidance
The hint is my soul
I dug a whole deep within my heart
Hurt so many
Hurt myself
I'm not selfish
Just foolish
I see illusions
Of demons and hell
I tell myself I'm insane
But I truly understand
My heart is fill with poison
Not because of the choices I made
It's the day I disappointed God :(