I wanna go back

by *taylor*   Sep 5, 2005


I was depressed for 2 years
but not a single person knew

its 3 years later
and i am OK
or so i think

i wanna go back
back to depression
where nothing hurt as bad

i was already hurt
so it never got worse
and i want to go back

i want to be depressed
i want to cry every night
i want to be hurt

things are going great
and it scares me

i don't want to be let down
i don't want to get hurt again
and thats whats gonna happen

i will be happy
and all will be great
but something will go wrong

it always does
and it hurts so bad

i don't know anymore
i am so confused
and i wanna cry

but i cant
i have to stay strong
i have to be OK

life just isn't worth it
i wanna die
and be with God

my tears are falling
and it scares me

its hard to explain
but i hope you understand

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  • 19 years ago

    by Char

    I completely understand... I've been depressed many times... And you are right, for some reason... It feels so much more relieving and relaxing to just be depressed... Because you are already bleeding inside, so anything else will just join the rest of your scars... But it wont hurt you any more, because it can't hurt you more than you already are... Well done... this poem go to me...

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