Empty spaces in me, my heart,
Broken and torn, filled with holes.
Need an instant boost,
To keep my engine running.
Closed, withdrawn from you,
I don't want it to be.
Biting back, having a go,
It's my turn to ruin you whole.
Roller coaster, never ending of
What I went through.
All of this, just you,
Trying to wrap me in cotton wool.
Crude and in humane thoughts,
I want to run away.
Heart stained from your hands,
And the way that you got to me.
Bridge that I have to cross,
Jumping into anothers trust