Confused

I have never felt this way before
I dont want to feel like this anymore
Im confused about everything in my life right now
I want to forget about it all, but i dont know how.

One day I think i have everything figured out,
And the next, He is all i can think about.
I can pretend that I dont care,
I can pretend that the feelings arent there,

But in the end it doesnt matter anyway,
Because no matter what I do or say,
I know that i still miss him everyday,
Even though i just want these feelings to go away.

Its not really that i want to forget,
Because he isnt like any other guy ive met.
I just want to go back to being me
Things arent always how i want them to be

So Im going to try to forget him,
And be alright with the way things are.
Getting over him is gunna be tough,
But ive already been depressed enough,

So its time for me to give up..
Which is easy to say,
But i dont think its going to happen today.