Let Me In or Let Me Go

I cant take much more,
Im up and then im down,
Im standing inbetween the door.
I want to believe in this,
But I cant take this confusion
I need to know if this is real,
Or if its just an illusion.
Let me in or let me go,
Either way I just need to know.

I get my hopes up and then i fall,
I dont want to lose it all.
I want you in my life,
But I cant handle this not knowing.
I need to know if theres something there,
Or if you dont even care.
Because everytime i decide theres nothing,
You make me think there is something.
So please, im begging you..
Let me know where to go from here,
Ive had about all i can take,
And i dont want another heartbreak.