...GoodBye Friend (Suicide)

I knew that something wasn't right
But while you cried, I just held you tight.
You never told me what was wrong
But now you're dead you're DEAD AND GONE.
You left a note that blamed your school
They hated you because you weren't cool
Now them you've made look like a fool,
You used a knife, it was the tool.
But I believe that it was more
You'd dealt with school
but still you were NEVER happy anymore.
Should I have seen? Am I the fool?
Now you've committed suicide
Regardless of how hard I tried
To keep you "In The Game"
But now you've left, all the same.
What triggered this act?
I NEED TO KNOW
I wish your dead brain could be hacked.
You never let anything show....?

I remember...
I knelt at your body,
My tears and cries of pain I couldn't stop.
I cried over your blood
Over each and every drop

I wanted to hold your hand,
But I was scared by your skin, it was just so cold and white
I just don't understand!!
WHAT WASN'T RIGHT?

I sit here crying so hard at your grave
I wish that I could've helped you be brave.
I wish I could've helped you finish life
Instead of using that ugly knife.

I'll never forget
Your frightened embrace.
I'll NEVER forget
Your DEATH WHITE FACE.

I just don't understand.
No matter how I try.
You've left, you're done
Oh my dear friend.....goodbye.