Ready when you're not

*yeah just feel like shit and i want everything just to be okay again really bad cause i'm sick of everything*

Come lie by my side
Talk me down tonight
Tell me it will be okay
Make me feel alright

I'm so dirty on the inside
Come brush away the pain
My filthiness is showing through
Thanks to your disdain

But now I'm winding down
Come clean me off my love
Please don't be so angry
No need to push and shove

I understand I took it too far
Made a mess of something so plain
But I'm here to say I'm sorry
To wash away the bloody stain

Showering in anger
Never felt this good
But now I'm tired babe
It was so misunderstood

Want to hear that you were right
And I was wrong, I was so wrong
But I can't take this anymore
I've been so lonely for so long

Please put down your self defense
Missing you so badly stings
Most pain is taken away over time
But this is just not one of those things