To say goodbye, is the hardest thing to do.
because I can't say goodbye if it means I'll lose you
I know you aren't here, but the feelings just the same
you went and left this world, and I'll take the blame
Just to see you smile once more, was my only desire
but the hoped died that day, when you died in the fire
I begged to go to, but I was strictly left behind
struggling and hurting, dieing in this state of mind
My heart is still beating, but its fading everyday
It starts when I dream of you, and suddenly goes away
it's a phase of love and sorrow, combined into a memory
that burns right through my conscious, knowing you died because of me.
This was my choice, my decision, if only I used my head
maybe things would have been Okay, maybe you wouldn't be dead.
But I can't live in the past, no matter how bad it is
i have to live my life, because life is what I make of it.
So I choose to let you go, but my memories and love will stay
I'm gonna live my life to the fullest, until we meet again.