Bury The Blade, Bury The Pain

As I sit and stare at you,
I now realize I have to get through,
For my family and my friends,
This is when our relationship ends,

As you fall into the ground,
All my sadness cannot be found,
All my tears will be washed away,
When we say goodbye today.

Bury this blade, Bury this pain,
Now I'm starting over again,
I'm going to enjoythis beautiful life,
Forget the blade, Forget the knife.

As I walk away and try to forget,
All the blood I have let,
I'll begin to forget the hell,
I promise myself that I will get well.

~This weekend me and my bestfrined Linley (Who also self harms) are going to bury our razors and blades and stuff, and try to forget about all the stuff we've been through, I've realized that I can't kill myself, I need to here, even though life may feel like s**t now I can't let it get me down, I love my friends too much and I know they will always be there for me, and I have to get better for them, and for myself. I'm tired of feeling all this pain, so I'm going to bury it, like it is a funeral. I can't let myself sink any lower~