I cant stand you!

I cant stand the sight of you
but i always want to see you
your voice makes me feel sick
but yet i always want to hear you

your touch makes me want to die
but yet i stil want you to feel me
what you do to me makes me feel used
but yet i dont want you to stop doing it

the way you talk to me makes me feel like s**t
but yet i never want you to stop talking to me
the way you laugh and joke about me makes me feel horrible and ugly
but yet i still want be in your mind some way